So it's like 0236am now & I'm not asleep cos... well I just wanted to blog some damn random entry before I head to bed even though I am tired like pokkkkkkk.

Honestly I can't imagine what it'll be like two years later, if I'm still in NRA, if I have the capability to juggle like ten items & am in ten items then, whether I would survive.

Cos right now I have like ONE item, okay two if you split it up but it's ONE FRESHIE'S ITEM & I'm already dying.

But then again, I never thought I would be so proud to be in this one item.

Like from the very beginning they've been telling us how lucky we are to be in this item, like many seniors want to be a part of it but can't cos they aren't freshies.

I kinda just shrugged & thought it was just like yaknow, words to comfort us.

But ever since umm, okay I can't remember when, I've been so so so so so so so proud to be part of this item.

Like can you believe it? My first year in NRA & I AM A PART OF DANZATION WHILE PERFORMING ON STAGE!

Like no I'm not the emcee or usher or some doorman selling tickets I AM PERFORMING THERE WITH MY WHOLE BATCH OF FRESHIES!

Gawd it's honestly ONCE-IN-A-LIFETIME EXPERIENCE!

Because I'll never be Freshie again. Like no, however lousy I am ever after Danzation, I would probably have promoted to being a Junior SO NO MORE BABYSITTING!

No more being in one item with my whole batch of people.

No more coming at like 2100pm when other people have reached school like at 0900am.

No more saying stuff like, AIYAH I just came in mah.

Now all these makes me sad.

I DON'T WANT DANZATION TO END ):
It's like super fast.

In another two more days.

IT'S ALL OVER.

Everything we've worked hard for will be like, done.

& will the dance industry really change over these two nights?

I really hope so. Because it felt that good to belong to a family that has been predicted to change the dance industry & make a blast with Danzation'08.

Gawd I can't tell you&you& anyone who's actually here, how proud am I to be part of this.

No it honestly isn't some random thing at the top of my head.

It just randomly popped out from my heart.

(:

Oh right this was given to me a couple of weeks ago, one very random afternoon at ourspace after school, from a nice sweet lil girl whom everyone loves.

SUPER CUTE RIGHT!